Recovering from a heart attack is an emotional experience. I find myself tearing up when friends come through the door. I'm teary thinking about all of the calls I've received; some completely unexpected, from people long alienated, who step forward to wish me well.
Christopher Hitchens, the brilliant cultural critic was a prominent atheist. As he was dying of cancer, he was told that people were praying for him. He responded: "If it makes them feel good, that's fine with me." I was asked my religion at the hospital and I said I was an atheist. But, if the spiritual shows up, and it has, like Hitchens, that's okay too.
The men who work in my garage are from Africa. They are a lovely group. My favorite is Clement. Every Sunday, when I come down for my car, I joke with him about the church services he plays. I tell him my Sunday dose of Jesus is keeping me "saved" for the week. He knows I really like the music, and he's right.
When I told Clement I was home from a heart attack, he took my hand and looked me straight in the eye. "You are fine now, you are fine," he said quietly.
I believe him.
Be well, friend.
ReplyDeletePrayers are funny things. As an agnostic/atheist (depends on the day), I am happy to be prayed for and I even "pray" for others because I believe there is power in love and thought that has nothing to do with religion or worship. I guess I believe we have souls with or without god.
ReplyDeleteI agree about prayers, for me they are wishes from someone who cares to me. I am glad you are doing so well Joan.
ReplyDeleteI agree with Clement, Joan. You are fine :) And you are loved too.
ReplyDeleteThank you for writing this; I'm so glad you are doing well. Melinda
ReplyDeleteI will be imploring the universe to send every positive force your way for your continued recovery, Joan. I am happy and relieved beyond words that you are on the mend. Take care of yourself and be good to yourself - Pam
ReplyDeleteJoan, May you dance with Clement's music in your heart for many years to come. Be well, dear lady and hope to see you soon. Judy
ReplyDeletePrayer is what you make of it. But it usually is good. Glad to hear you are in good health.
ReplyDeleteRecovery is a wonderful journey if you get to experience it. An experience enriched by so many good friends and of course your beautiful family. Take your time and recover well Joan. My thoughts are with you. - Tess
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